first, not sure if you noticed that Cameron posted this on your blog:

"...At Burn I had miscounted my meds while packing and was one day short if we stayed for temple. So me and Marilyn skiped temple to try and get me home before the day ended to keep me on track. Which didn't happen because John's greedy ass (who we really don't talk to anymore after the way he treated us in the hospital) kept trying to keep us there no matter how many time we told him we had to get my meds before I had a complete break down..."

anyway. the first text from Cameron:

"...Honestly we're all still a little pissed at you for the way you treated us at the hospital and a couple of times at Burn. So you would probably have had to find your own ride anyway."

then, after I asked him what he was talking about:

"Not to sound like a spitfull women but if you don't get it im not going to lay it out for you. And if you don't see it that's just sad and something you sound think about."

so then I asked Marilyn what Cameron was talking about, and:

"simply put: 1. you were way too self centered to realize that even Ally was missing her first burn to make sure u were ok. WITHOUT a fucking thank you or sorry until 3 days later. 2. you were SOO materialistic the first thing you said to me was for me to sew your boxers back tog...dude honestly there are too many reasons for txt. u need to change b4 the only thing you have left is your stuff. being self-centered will make you blind to your friends and ultametly lonely"

so. yeah. i'm really confused and really hurt.

changed September 6